Aha!

Great to be back to work from the weekend. I know it sounds trite that I'm loving it at the office rather than sleeping at home on my futon. But really, who can stand the summer heat? At least in the office we have the air conditioner at full blast. Not to mention free internet use.

So I'm supposed to have nursed my oh-so-big-deal depression during the weekend break. Things have not gone better though, except for the fact that I seem to know now why I'm all gloomy. I did a review of similar periods in my recent life and some pattern was actually revealed (ang chaka ng concept!). I would never dare note here what exactly is the cause because it's simply nakakahiya. It's so petty, even downright cheap. Promise.

I realized it's not even depression I'm feeling but rather a sense of helplessness .

But at least now that I know what is bugging me I can easily take control of my reaction next time (and I'm working on it as we speak, right Sarah?). Maybe I should stop complaining altogether, something that I pledged to do at the start of the year. Why don't I start by not talking about my selfish ass all the fucking time?

Yun na. As Sarah, the reigning Drama Queen of Davao 2007, always says… that's all, BOW.