Can't Have It All

Awww... one of the most fascinating singer-songwriters just released a new music video. Remember me writing about the uber fabulous - and my long-time crush - Jay Brannan here and here?

This new video is very, very melancholic but the lyrics makes it totally cute.

Well it helps as well that Jay is the cutest thing around, right?

cant have it all
music and lyrics by jay brannan

applying moisturizer in the microwave window
for the tenth time, he shouldve called me an hour ago
would he be here with flowers if i lived in arizona?

they say theres no love left in the big cities, its kinda true
i guess youll find me coming soon to a small town near you
ill sell my guitar so i can by myself a tractor

fuck this, this cant be my life
i moisturized ten times tonight
why cant i sit down and write,
bring this question to light?

chorus

do you want a lover, or do you want a life?
one hand or the other, the butter or the bread knife?
do you choose winter, spring, summer, or fall?
its driving me crazy that i cant have it all

if these walls could talk, theyd probably cry out for mercy
til im outlined in chalk, ill be romantically thirsty
so i drink and drink from the proverbial time sink

fuck this, this cant be my life
tears flowing in full force tonight
why cant i sit down and write,
bring this question to light?

chorus

do we hold the future, or does it come in peace?
and if its in my hands, are you sure it should be in brittle hands like these?
life, love, and the pursuit of all the things they promised me
can i have all of the above? are the best things in life truly free?

chorus

© 2008 great depression publishing

Taking Chances

First there was this post from G's blog.

And then minutes ago I watched this 12-minute short film (for the love of God, please watch this touching clip).

Are these signs?!

To tell or not to tell?

To make a move or not?

Where do I get the courage?

Gay Classic

Let's walk down memory lane, shall we?

Remember Crucified by Army of Lovers?

Lookie, lookie!!! This has yet to be the GAYEST video ever.

YOUTUBE IS BACK!!!

OH! MY! GOD! Youtube is back in Thailand! It was banned here for so many months because of some video that did not please ANYBODY here... (and I'm not supposed to talk about it AT ALL).

Anyway, to welcome back Youtube to the Land of the Free, I'm posting a video by hottie Jay Brannan, who appeared in the uber risky movie, Shortbus. He has just an amazing, amazing voice. I want him to be the father of my kids actually and we can sing the soundtrack of The Sound of Music with our seven children for infinity.