Sunday, May 27, 2007

Shady Character

I survive mainly on sunglasses. I have low tolerance of really bright places, or I led my self to believe that I do. But I do not leave the house without my sunglasses even if it's raining outside (I usually have two pairs in my bag). I feel naked without them. If I can, I'd wear them all the time, even indoors like La Wintour.

I like them large... the larger the better.

As a paean to my sunglasses I'm posting this series of pictures of moi and my dear babies. Each has a story. The one on the upper left I bought in Kuala Lumpur. Beside it is the pair Mickay, a dear friend from Davao, gave me before I relocated. Mid-left is from my sister, one that she has gotten bored of. Mid-right is the largest I have, and the most expensive. Lower left is from Divisoria and my current favorite (so Nicole Richie noh?). And the one on the lower right is from Cebu.

Not one of these sunglasses costs more than P400. I have more of them actually (like I have a dozen or so) but these are just my top pics. Some sunglasses I lost during my travels. Or because they are dirt cheap, they crack right on my face, in which case I throw them away without fuss.

So there, forgive me for this indulgence of narcissism. But this is about my babies ok?

Friday, May 25, 2007

I Feel It, It's Coming



I can't be more happy about the dark clouds and the cool weather. And I love, love, love tiptoeing on puddles.

Happy weekend everyone!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Lafang Du Jour: Mango de Crema

I'm sooo on the right path to obese-dom thanks to Mango de Crema of freaking Jollibee. Everyday I stop by at the branch nearest our house to take out one of these delightful thingie. It's a silly concoction actually - crushed ice, some cream made of cellulite, diced mango preserve, and shreds of macapuno. For only P10 you can have ice cream added on top! Isn't it the perfect recipe to lose my neck and jaw, grow a monstrous belly, and develop diabetes?

But I can't fucking help it baby. It's just yummy and perfect for the hot summer nights. Simply can't get enough of it.

(OMFG, it's my first time to talk about food in this blog.)

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Mother Diva

Happy Birthday Mommy! Love you much.


She's now 52 (or somwhere that age). Go greet her at +639208788864. Now na. Bilis!!!

P.S. It is also slso Naomi Campbell's birthday.

Monday, May 21, 2007

Reality in Black and White

A few weeks back I found a copy of The Bicycle Thief in Makati Cinema Square. I felt lucky to have picked it up among the rubble of Hollywood films because repeatedly it is hailed as one of the classics of world cinema. It is also considered as a landmark in the neo-realism movement. You can check IMDB for its synopsis.

It is the kind of film that kicks you in the gut despite its brevity and austerity. It sends loads of messages about the plight of the poor (in post-war Italy in this film) who latch their very existence on what is generally considered as a frivolity. The stolen bike in this case is the pillar of hope of the impoverished family. When a thief ran off with the bike, father and son go at great lengths to find it. In the process the viewer is taken into their anguish and sheer despair. After much frustration the father is sucked by the system that victimized him in the first place, which the son witnessed. Sigh, such a painful, haunting ending. The Bicycle Thief reminded me of Brocka's Insiang and Maynila sa Kuko ng Liwanag.

I learned later on that non-actors played most of the characters in the movie. In fact Lamberto Maggiorani, who plays the lead, was a factory worker.

Photo Credit: Rotten Tomatoes

Crazy for You

I found this cool Book Quiz in one of my daily must-read blogs, Oohfloorpie.


You're One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest!
by Ken Kesey

You're crazy. This has led people to attempt to confine you to a safe place so that you don't pose a danger to yourself or others. You feel like you pose a great danger to the man (or maybe the woman) or whatever else is keeping you down. But most of the time, you just end up being observed. Were you crazy before you were confined?


Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

Friday, May 18, 2007

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Beauty in Chaos


Last Saturday was the perfect weather to come out of the house. So from the Guadalupe station I hopped on the (relatively) new Pasig River ferry service. The boat was practically empty save for a few families who were doing some sightseeing as well. I almost regretted taking the boat the instant the stinking smell of the river crept in my nose. It was very nauseating and for a moment there I considered alighting on the next station.

For years now Metro Manila had been dumping its filthy sewage in the river, which obviously explains the stench that pervaded much of the ride. When we did a study of the Pasig River in college we were told that the government, together with a few foreign donor agencies, was trying to clean it up. While that program had successfully minimized most of the solid waste in the river and relocated a portion of the squatters from the banks, there's still much to be done to fully revive the river.


Certainly it's not the boat ride for tourists who want to see a better picture of Manila. If anything, one is treated to sights of a sordid metropolis. Squatters were perched on the river's banks. I even saw people living under bridges like rats. Nearly half of the time we were surrounded by oil depots and crumbling factories. This is alternated by more slums and overflowing housing projects. Garbage was also strewn all over although indeed it had been reduced considerably. It is said that before one can walk across the river over the garbage. In fact, the river ferry was only made possible when most of the solid waste had been minimized.



A short section of the ride gave us passengers a glimpse of the Malacanang Palace. However a Presidential Security Guard who was on the boat prevented us from taking pictures, which I could not see the point of.

The last station is the one on Escolta, which is part of the Binondo area already. I've seen some parts of the Chinese district during a guided tour by Carlos Celdran last January. I realized however that there are still a few interesting old, but decaying, buildings that were not discussed in the tour. I took that chance to gawk at them. However, I did not dare pull out my camera to take pictures considering how dangerous the area is.

Passing several narrow alleys and the fetid esteros of Binondo, I walked the several blocks to Quaipo. Quaipo was on its usual frenzied and anarchic self, which I tried absorbing. The place seems to have some deep "human-ness" to it especially with the holy and the immoral sitting side by side. I did not take pictures of course because we all know that Quiapo is pickpocket central. When I reached the "Muslim side" of Quiapo I was instantly drawn to the dizzying bazaar of pirated DVDs, where I bought a compilation of yoga instructional videos (among other DVDs).




At about lunch time I took an FX to the SM Mall of Asia where I treated my self to huge plate of Pad Thai noodles (hay ka mahal!). Later in the afternoon I met Ipe and Tintin, former officemates in Davao, who watched Spider-Man 3 at the Imax theater. We tried catching the sunset but it was hidden behind clouds. A few hours later we watched fireworks. We experienced bumper-to-bumper traffic on our ride home, which was explained by the fact that two days later would be election day already.

Yesterday, voting day, my sister and I decided to head off to Divisoria instead (we are both registered in Surigao so voting was not an option). The last time I was in Divisoria was six years ago. I figured it was time to visit again the rowdy marketplace of all things cheap (and pirated). My sister and I ended up buying similar sunglasses.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

All About Trannies

It has been quite some time since I last wrote about films I recently watched. I have really been doing a lot of watching the past weeks but I was just too lazy to write about them. So far I've seen amazing, amazing films such as Terms of Endearment, The Last Emperor, Crash, Cinema Paradiso and a few others that I could not recall right now.

For this weekend without meaning to I watched three films that prominently featured transexual characters (so I use tranny here to mean transexuals, not transvestites).

I picked a DVD containing some of Pedro Almodovar's films in Quiapo yesterday (more about this excursion on the next post) simply because I've long been dying to see All About My Mother, which was released in 1999. It has a wonderful cast including Penelope Cruz and some familiar Spanish actresses I recognized from watching a slew of Spanish films last year. One of these actresses is the brilliant Candela Pena from Princesas. Very usual with Almodovar's films, this one has an ensemble of strange characters under absurd circumstances. For one, Penelope is a nun who is impregnated and infected with HIV. The father of the kid is a transexual who has a son from a previous relationship with Manuela, a character played by the resplendent Cecilia Roth. Basta, just watch the film if only for the fine performances.

I also found a DVD of Transamerica in Quiapo. Felicity Huffman was nominated and won in countless award-giving bodies for this film. Of course her acclaimed performance is truly deserving. Imagine a woman acting the role of a man trying to become a woman. What comes out is a truly nuanced and engaging performance, unexpected from a character who's supposedly flamboyant and over the top. It helps a lot as well that the film is an accomplishment in writing. Bonus is the supremely lovely Kevin Zegers who plays the son of Felicity's character.


Having already seen an Almodovar, I pulled an old copy of another of his film, Bad Education, which I first saw when I was still living in Davao. (Back then my pirated DVDs were bought from the area outside JS Gaisano.) Playing yet another tranny (or at least a transvestite) in this film is the luscious and smashing Gael Garcia Bernal. It's a very twisted film of an actor assuming the identity of his brother (the latter is the original tranny), a priest doing very nasty things to choirboys, and a film within a film. Nakakahilo noh? But then that's Almodovar for you guys.

I'm not going to rate each film individually. Since they are all superb masterpieces I'm giving them five bamboos each.

Mabuhay ang mga kapatid nating tranny!... And happy mother's day.

Photo Credit: Rotten Tomatoes

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

"The Good Provider is the One Who Leaves"


A very enlightening and moving article on Filipino migrant workers appeared on the New York Times Magazine last 22 April 2007.

Nearly 10 percent of the country's 89 million people live abroad. About 3.6 million are O.F.W.'s - contract workers. Another 3.2 million have migrated permanently, largely to the United States - and 1.3 million more are thought to be overseas illegally. (American visas, which are probably the hardest to get, are also the most coveted, both for the prosperity they promise and because the Philippines, a former colony, retains an unrequited fascination with the U.S.) There are a million O.F.W.'s in Saudi Arabia alone, followed by Japan, Hong Kong, the United Arab Emirates and Taiwan. Yet with workers in at least 170 countries, the O.F.W.'s are literally everywhere, including the high seas. About a quarter of the world's seafarers come from the Philippines. The Greek word for maid is Filipineza. The "modern heroes" send home $15 billion a year, a seventh of the country's gross domestic product. Addressing a Manila audience, Rick Warren, the evangelist, called Filipino guest workers the Josephs of their day - toiling in the homes of modern Pharaohs to liberate their people.

With barely a week before the elections, the article should put some sense into every dimwit politician's vacuous agenda.

Check it here (you need to set-up an account with www.nytimes.com though).

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Men Should Wear Prada

I've always envied people who can easily get along with anyone. I don't have that gift. My problem exactly is when I'm in the presence of men. They're not really my favorite kind of people to be with. (And I'm supposed to be gay? Oh, the irony!)

I'm always at a loss when trying to have some decent conversation with them. There is simply a limited range of topics common between any normal male person and me. I can't talk about skincare with them, can I? Not about about Oprah either. Sports is definitely out of my sphere. I can't start saying "Haler bro, did you watch the boxing match last night? Ang cute ni Oscar noh? Although he's actually losing hair already. Pero ang chaka at di sya nagwagi." Chaka! Needless to say I can't talk about women with them either. Unless it's about women's fashion of course. But definitely not about cunts and breasts (yuck!).

I also had the impression that men in general think that gay men are out to prey on them. I had classmates in high school who suddenly become guarded when their gay classmates (including moi of course) are within a ten-foot radius. Men seem to believe (in their wildest fucking dreams) that we are out to feast on them. Duh! Do I look like a fucking prowler? Haler, I'm not even into straight guys noh.

Men have in fact been more hostile towards gays (than vice versa). In bumfuck Surigao, my male classmates liked ostracizing me because I'm different. Also, I repeatedly saw so-called parlor gays rebuked by the kanto boys using foul names nobody deserves to be called with. I wonder where men got the entitlement to bully gay men every chance they get. So I thought that to avoid being castigated myself I just had to be inconspicuous when in their midst.

So along these years I developed a well-entrenched defense mechanism against men. But this is something I'm slowly snapping out of. I don't always want to summon the drama queen in me and make it appear that I'm a victim of this mean, patriarchal world, yadda, yadda, yadda. Besides my generalizations about men are so outmoded. Men are now very accepting of gays. Maybe it's time for me to mature as well.

But oh, men do need a lot of growing up as well. They need to watch more Fashion TV so that they'd understand why the world's crazy over Jessica Stam or Agyness Deyn. Perhaps they need to read more about the benefits of using sunblock. Or watch The Devil Wears Prada for the thousandth time and hail it as the best movie EVAR! That way we can have something to talk about except the fucking weather (and it's actually starting to rain outside... summer's finally over!... sigh).

Monday, May 07, 2007

Aha!

Great to be back to work from the weekend. I know it sounds trite that I'm loving it at the office rather than sleeping at home on my futon. But really, who can stand the summer heat? At least in the office we have the air conditioner at full blast. Not to mention free internet use.

So I'm supposed to have nursed my oh-so-big-deal depression during the weekend break. Things have not gone better though, except for the fact that I seem to know now why I'm all gloomy. I did a review of similar periods in my recent life and some pattern was actually revealed (ang chaka ng concept!). I would never dare note here what exactly is the cause because it's simply nakakahiya. It's so petty, even downright cheap. Promise.

I realized it's not even depression I'm feeling but rather a sense of helplessness .

But at least now that I know what is bugging me I can easily take control of my reaction next time (and I'm working on it as we speak, right Sarah?). Maybe I should stop complaining altogether, something that I pledged to do at the start of the year. Why don't I start by not talking about my selfish ass all the fucking time?

Yun na. As Sarah, the reigning Drama Queen of Davao 2007, always says… that's all, BOW.

Friday, May 04, 2007

Role Model: Du Juan




I love, love, love Du Juan. She is definitely the most sought-after Asian model right now. According to her bio found in the IMG website, she is the first Asian model to grace the cover of French Vogue (see her full bio here, in pdf). She landed in the cover of China Vogue a record-breaking three times. She also shared the cover of Time Magazine's Style and Design supplement (no less!) with Coco Rocha (another model who tops my list). So far she has grabbed global campaigns for Vuitton, Yves Saint Laurent, Roberto Cavalli, the Gap, and Swarovski. She is undoubtedly going to reach higher status, so watch out!

Check her card on IMG here. Wikipedia also has an entry on her here.

Photo Credits: style.com (first three pics), asianmodelsblog.blogspot.com (last two pics),

Hunyo Diyes

Your Birthdate: June 10

Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations.
You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you.
Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans.
You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot.

Your strength: Your ability to gain respect

Your weakness: Caring too much what others think

Your power color: Orange-red

Your power symbol: Letter X

Your power month: October

Wake Up!

I'm in an emotional rut these past days. And it's for no particular reason at all. I feel listless and restless at the same time. Strange noh?

I was YMing with Allyson the Diva from Cotabato yesterday and I mentioned that I seem to have this overflowing energy that badly needs a fucking outlet. But since I don't have one right now I've become a frustrated wreck instead.

I feel that my penchant for being alone has backfired. I have more time to think. Introspection per se is not bad, but if I keep on thinking about the things that I lack I seem to deliberately push my self to desolation. God, I have to tame my inner drama queen pronto.

I even told Allyson that maybe I'd just volunteer for the UN or something. I bet they need some flamboyant fags in the hinterlands. Or I can go home for a while; perhaps visit my grandma in Siargao, just do nothing but catch skin cancer in the beach. Maybe I should start a garden or a terrarium (hahaha, parang Science project!) to grow parsely in. Or perhaps I'd feed the stray cats in our neighbourhood. Basta, any distraction would do.

(The fag pauses, pouts, and breathes at this point.)

Ok, I can't force my self to be happy all the freaking time. There are just bad periods; this is one. Sometimes I need to entertain these feelings without necessarily being dragged by them.

I'm giving my self this weekend to nurse my emotional deflation. After that I'd shake it all off and start smiling.

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